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| Duck, Do you realize the only times you get in trouble with the law is when you are having a manic episode? That the only times you spend all your money and attack the ones who are truly there for you are when you are manic? And do you remember what it will be like when you come down because that is the nature of your disability? I remember how difficult it was to take care of you for 6 months, when you couldn't even leave your bedroom. How much more difficult it will be for you this time when you realize all you have done. You can still turn some of this around. Seek professional help. Stop hanging around people who continue to take advantage of you and will not be around when you stop giving them things. You are the only one who can turn your life around for yourself. Your family has driven all over, contacted numerous people on numerous occasions on your behalf, and have tried to support you despite the way you currently treat them. You are destroying your life and it sickens me to see how so many people greedily usurp your resources with no regard for your being. Perhaps you are afraid to seek help because you think that will bring on the depression. That is a normal feeling and you should not feel badly about that. The depression is coming, but you acting now will help alleviate the possibilities. I cannot be angry with you because I know what is coming, and I feel deep sadness that you will have to undergo the rest of your disability, especially after what has happened these past months. Take care Duck. I hope you can understand all this sooner than later. |
