He was in an odd mood when I got to the bar, I thought it might have
been because I was a bit late but he didn't say anything much about it.
The conversation was quite slow going so I thought we should go off
somewhere more intimate so we could talk more privately. So we went to
this restaurant and he's STILL acting a bit funny and I'm trying to
cheer him up and start to wonder whether it's me or something else. I
ask him, and he says no. But you know I'm not really sure.
So anyway, in the cab back to his house, I say that I love him and he
just puts his arm around me. I don't know what the hell this means
because you know he doesn't say it back or anything. We finally get back
to his place and I'm wondering if he's going to dump me! So I try to ask
him about it but he just switches on the TV. Reluctantly, I say I'm
going to go to sleep. Then, after about 10 minutes, he joins me and we
have sex. But, he still seemed really distracted, so afterwards I just
wanted to leave. I dunno, I just don't know, what he thinks anymore. I
mean, do you think he's met someone else???
Lousy day at work. Tired. Got laid though.