So a lot of you really don't know me and there's about a million reasons why. Mostly for my own safety from my past legal troubles.

So let me start off from a year ago. Note that I'm going to keep this as short and with as little details as possible but still be able to tell the story. (Fear of future legal actions for being online during the time of house arrest and/or possible slander). So it all started about 2 years ago when I meet had a girl add me on Myspace. Long story short she was from the town of my best friend and she swore that we had met before, so I added her and we struck up a conversation. A few months into talking things lead to another and we were dating. This lasted for less than 6 months before we broke up and tried to move on.

Once I turned 18 in the end of 09 I decided to move out on my own. Working online doing web design and programming for small companies. The income was great and I always had money to blow. Then this where the good ends. About 2 months into 09 she calls me and asks if I mind if she comes over and stays the weekend. After a short talk I said yes. Later that we weekend she comes over and we attempt to rekindle our love, talking about moving and all the other bullshit stuff that I seemed to not notice as complete bullshit. But I had no reason to believe that she was lieing at the time. So we talked about getting back together after she got back home and broke up with her boyfriend.

Now, less than a week later, I have the local police, team? there was about 4 of them, storm my house and arrest me under a warrant for Rape. In complete shock, and lack of sleep from staying up the previous night talking with an overseas client about a future project, I agreed to cooperate with the police. I was forced to give a DNA sample and fingered printed, then later told the story of how she came over and that I only fingered her shortly after she left. To my disbelief I was locked away and due to the nature of everything and my age I was locked in the mental crazy part of the jail for my safety. 23 hour daily lock down in a single cell and nothing to do for over a month.

Come a month later I was released on bond and placed on house arrest with an ankle monitor. Allowing me to leave my mother's house under request and approval. Over a year passed and I was still stuck on house, desperately waiting for the a court date. News came and went. DNA/Rape tests came back negative and then the charges changed. Due to me admitting to fingering her, the charges stayed even though her story didn't. So now I was facing charges of forceful fingering her and looking at a long drawn out case that could possibly send me away for 20 years and fuck up my whole future.

-- A week ago -- About a week ago my lawyer calls me and tells me that they have a court date and the DA is working a new plea agreement. So I decided I might accept it if it was worth it.

-- 4 days ago -- I was offered a plea of 3 years probation, no sexual charge (charges replaced with felony assault), and everything under the first offender act so it wouldn't be on my record. The main reason I decided to take it was due to not wanting to risk going to trial and losing (Becoming a registered sex offender would have ended any possible future. I know there's a chance that I could have won, but that's just a chance and I couldn't have risked that.

-- Now -- Now I'm back to having a life. I've been dating the most amazing girl in the world for almost 8 months now and it's clearly the best thing that has ever happed to me. She's honestly the all one for me. I just can't wait to marry her and have the life that her and I both deserve.. But, I'm currently in debt over my eyes and wanting to get back on track with school and working. Life honestly sucks at home so I'm trying to move out as soon as possible, mostly so I can actually have the chance of going somewhere in my life. Other things include not having clothes, money, and car. All of my trust fund went to legal stuff and I'm facing one of the hardest times of my life. But luckily I have my Andy and I'm making it.

Currently I'm looking for a job so I can make everything happen. Things are going to be hard for me here for a while, but I'm ready to face them. The bad part is that I'm having to leave the scene for awhile to be able to do this. I hope you all could wish the best for me and hopefully I'll be able to return in the near future to pick up on my work. I have sent out all of my source code to various groups in the scene, so things could possible be continued from where I left off.

-- The Scene -- Due to my legal debt to my lawyer I was pretty much forced to sell my developers kit so I could pay him and be able to go to trial or in my case to go future with the plea agreement.

Thanks everyone who has been here for me through all of this and I truly owe all of you more than I could ever repay. This scene has helped me more than I could type out in some many ways. <3

Until next time,
LoveMHz <3

FWIW: This is legit...not a BS SOB story. I have sent him a few hundred bucks out of my pocket so he could eat and continue on living.

I have even offered him a room in my house until he can get stuff settled, him and his girl...Rent free, just keep it clean and keep on devvin...

All I can say is if you are leaving 100% please release all your code so others can continue on your great work.

BTW, LoveMHz is a BADASS PHP coder as well, I got him some gigs and he delivered early, secure, clean PRO code!

so if you need php dev give him a shout!

a woman do something stupid and scandalous???? i dont believe it. lol keep your head up love. if i had the funds id help you out. but you'll be fine. with your skill and abilities you will bounce back. and if you ever need food, ill make you some pankakes.

first rule of talking to the police, do not do it.
Anything you say can and will be used against you, even if you are innocent.

That said, that really sucks for you.
Send your sources to sourceforge or something before you go

Just promise to stick around IRC buddy, let me know if you need anything

Yes, women do shit like that all the fucking time (here in the US at least). Haven't you heard the story of Gary Coleman's ex-wife? Or the countless story where women get away with assault, child abuse and even murder of their own husbands? Believe it or not women have a LARGE percentage of domestic violence contribution and no one really knows this because domestic violence caused by women is highly under-reported.

I'm not sure what country you live in, but in the US, women in general are evil bitches that seek to fuck you up every time. If you've never had a damn woman do shit like that to you, than you are indeed a very fortunate person. I don't trust women in general because I got tired of being fucked over. US women are fucked up money loving cunts brainwashed by the cult phenomenon spreading like a poisonous cancer through the minds of men and women known as feminism.

^

Go into your profile settings and re-enable sarcasm detection. It probably got disabled in the last upgrade.

+1

Yes you have and think you soooo much bro. If I wasn't on probation then I would probably take you up on the room offer.


Thanks =) And yes I really need some work. C++ and everything web related. PHP/CSS/HTML/JS/AJAX


xD yeh they do and I will bro. Honestly I rather not take donations at this time. I would much rather work for the money... AND I LOVE PANCAKES! SEND ME SOME NOW!!!


I realize now it was a stupid mistake, but I freaked out. Won't happen again. Pretty much every developer has a copy of my source code. The main reason why it's not public is because most people don't have the tools to use it and second because some of the code is still private.


Will do bro. My ZNC is back up so I'll be keeping an eye on everything.. Right now all I need some work and pay. I was pretty much robbed after I was arrested and I need to buy some new clothes (only have a pair of paints and a hand full of t-shirts.) and a car.

Thanks for the support yet again guys <3

holy shit Love, i had no idea about any of this

keep your chin up bud - i have no doubt you will bounce back.

It's like the grinch stole christmas... So sorry dude... you think nintendo sent her? don't be shy about coming back to the nerd side when you get stabilized.

edit: is this for real?!?!?! not funny

Thanks bro. I'm surprised that I never told you.


Why would I lie? Plus a lot of people have known this ever since I joined the scene. Like Icekiller and Neptune

That is the most rediculous thing that I have heard in awhile, but yet I believe it. Sorry for what happened. What kind of bitch does that? I hope that you come back to the scene some day and I hope some talented people take over your projects. I was really anticipating Love364 and I really hope someone takes that project over and does as good of a job as you would have.

not that you would lie.. accounts get stolen, shit happens, who knows.. I just am in disbelief

That is some messed up stuff right there.
That girl must be sick in her head, but still...saying that all modern girls are like that is nonsense. That's like saying every modern guy is a rapist, because a lot of girls get raped lately.

Well I guess you must feel a bit like being raped...oh well, another life experience for you. We all get them from time to time, you are certanly not the first or the last.

Here's hoping that someone will pick up your code

Donations are not allowed on here without permission from a headmod sorry bud I know you have had it tough but even it gets tough for others like me, I've been a lonely guy travelling and working in Europe the past couple of years but now the world has come crashing down and I have to find a proper job .

^^^ THIS

This is not a place to ask for free money. For some one who has been around so long, (why the new name? that against the rules, too) you should know better.

Ask again and thread is gone.

Thanks for your work so far, it would be a shame if you weren't the one to release it.

Thanks

I dont think he was asking for donations at all... unless pancakes count. More like hes tell his shit story and if anyone has work contact him lol.

Since(how long you have been a member) has anything to do with this.

the post was invis'd

I think pancake donations are within the rules though

Shit, sorry to hear that LoveMHZ.

I got banged up for a couple of months for something I didn't do, so I know what that's like

You seem like a very talented bloke though, so I'm sure you'll be back on your feet in no time.

All the best.

Just remember bro, im always happy to help out where i can and always here for support. Glad to hear your getting back on your feet. Ill send you a PM

Sorry to hear about this, I was wondering where you went! I'd been following the N64 project for a while. You've got talent dude, you'll make it through and that bitch will burn in hell.

sorry to hear of your troubles, i hope everything gets better for you. any ideas on external progress on completion of the project and i was so looking forward to goldeneye and zelda. again best of luck m8 in the future

jason

despite all your troubles you must think of the progress you have made on emulators it would be shame to let such great progress & your talent go to waste on this...

Best of luck fella.

what the FUCK is wrong with women? Holy shit. I just don't know what to say...

I feel bad for you that is one of the most screwed up things I have ever heard of. It kind of makes you wonder was it the parents fault for how they raised them or does the girl screw it up herself.

the majority of women b4 they have a family of there own, when it comes down to it, dont care about anything but themselves. i had something similar happen to me, but at a bar and i ended up going home with a different girl so i had a alibi. what happened was i was hitting on this girl and her BF's friend saw and told him. to get out of it the next day she said she was just trying to get a free drink and that i must of spiked it cause she says she only remembers waking up in my bed. the reason i say this is cause i couldn't wrap my head around why she would say i raped her untill she told me why after it was all done with and i figure its about the same for you. i wish u the best man cause i know what uv been through and if i had the extra money a dev kit would be on the way to ur house cause im sure u miss it second most (first would be not living with mom) good luck man

Wow,you watch too many movies.
(Imo) the LAST thing you should do if innocently accused of rape is go "no comment"!?

Nope he's right.. If I hadn't said anything at all then the charges would have been dropped after the DNA/Rape test came back negative.

Wow... rough time man, hope things are going better for you today. It must take alot to retain even a little sanity after all that.


IF (that is a big IF atm) a person or group were to donate a dev kit, would you have the time/etc to make any progress on the 64emu? Or is that a project for another time? (or are you even thinking about that right now?)